Gahhhh so it's only been 2 weeks but I alreaddy miss him heaps ... And Is till have another 5 weeks untill I go up to visit him ... but I really can't wait it is going to be amazing :D !!!
he is serously the most amazing guy <3 he is sewwt and funny and manly and strong and sexy and considerate and always stands up for me, hew cares a whole awefull lot abot me, we can muck around and be stupid but when he needs to be serious he is. He always cares about me and I really do think it's love
he is amazing, everything that the stories promised :)
but currently he is in a different state ... on a different island even and half a country away .. and I miss him heaps ...
So I did it :) I finished my first year of university!!
And what a year it was. Seriously this has been one of the best years of my life, so many amazing new friends that mean the world to me and whom I have already shared some incredible memories with!!! I would not have changed anything, absolutely no regrets!!
However … as expected we did party until the early hours of last night and yes we did get quite tipsy to say the least ;) And yes I did wake up in my boyfriends (…single…) bed feeling quite awful and sorry for myself… and the bus trip home made it worse. However I did see some others that were at the party
(conversation on the bus) Maddy: Walk of shame hey Me: haha yeah (thoughts in my head) You know what... No there is nothing shameful about the way we managed to party on a Tuesday night after completing our first year of uni. In fact we partied the way anyone should on a Tuesday night if they were in the same situation.
And yes I did still feel this way as I lay on the shower floor in the foetal position and then spent the rest of the day watching ‘10 things I hate about you’, ‘Wall.e’ and ‘she’s just not that into you’. Hahaha but last night had to be done, right :)
On a sadder note Wally (the boy) is leaving on Monday for 3 months and even though we have only been together for two months I am still going to miss him like crazy ... eh … however the amazing boy has planned to fly me up there for a few weeks in January which I am supper excited about :D But it’s not just that he is leaving … Almost all my friends are leaving too … and those that are staying on this island are at least a 45 min drive away (… I really need to get my licence), so I can see that the next three months may be quite lonely … humph
Don’t like it when you break me honey Why’d you have to do that? Tell me when you make these tears keep fallin’ Do you feel like a man?
Figure figure, there’s no working you out whatsoever Only one way I could sum you up all together You got a black heart
Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster Somehow he’s scaring me to death Ah yes he is He’s big and he’s bad I love him like mad Mamma he’s the best I ever had Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster He got a black heart
No walls to build around me honey Cause you blew my house down Sticks and stones won’t put it back up for me And that’s where we’re at now
Ahh, sicker sicker, I ain’t feeling your mouth whatsoever A name it hurts me more the way from around but whatever You’ve got a black heart Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster Somehow he’s scaring me to death Yeah! He’s big and he’s bad I love him like mad Mamma he’s the best I ever had Oh.. Yes he is
Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster He got a black heart
He got a black heart He got such a dirty black heart in him Ain’t it girls (yeah) I love him like mad Ohh yes I do He got a black heart