All your dreams can come true, if you have the courage to persue them ~ Walt Disney

Gahhhh so it's only been 2 weeks but I alreaddy miss him heaps ... And Is till have another 5 weeks untill I go up to visit him ... but I really can't wait it is going to be amazing :D !!!
 
he is serously the most amazing guy <3
he is sewwt and funny and manly and strong and sexy and considerate and always stands up for me, hew cares a whole awefull lot abot me, we can muck around and be stupid but when he needs to be serious he is. He always cares about me and I really do think it's love
 
he is amazing, everything that the stories promised :)
 

but currently he is in a different state ... on a different island even and half a country away .. and I miss him heaps ...

LANA DEL REY - THIS IS WHAT MAKES US GIRLS
Remember how we used to party up all night
Sneaking out and looking for a taste of real life
Drinking in the small town firelight
(Pabst Blue Ribbon on ice)
 
Sweet sixteen and we had arrived
Walking down the street as they whistle, "Hi, hi!"
Stealin' police cars with the senior guys
Teacher said we'd never make it out alive
 
There she was my new best friend
High heels in her hands, swayin' in the wind
While she starts to cry, mascara runnin' down her little Bambi eyes:
"Lana, how I hate those guys."
 
This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put love first
It's something that we'd die for, It's a curse
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it
 
This is what makes us girls
We don't stick together 'cause we put love first
Don't cry about him, don't cry about him
It's all gonna happen
 
And that's where the beginning of the end begun
Everybody knew that we had too much fun
We were skippin' school and drinkin' on the job
(With the boss)
 
Sweet sixteen and we had arrived
Babys table dancin' at the local dive
Cheerin our names in the pink spotlight
Drinkin' cherry schnapps in the velvet night
 
Know we used to go break in
to the hotel, glimmering we'd swim
Runnin' from the cops in our black bikini tops
screaming "Get us while we're hot, Get us while we're hot”
(come on take a shot)
 

This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put love first
It's something that we'd die for, It's a curse
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it
 
This is what makes us girls
We don't stick together 'cause we put love first
Don't cry about him, don't cry about him
It's all gonna happen
 
The prettiest crowd that you had ever seen
Ribbons in our hair and our eyes gleamed mean
A freshmen generation of degenerate beauty queens
And you know something?
 
They were the only friends I ever had
We got into trouble and when stuff got bad
I got sent away, I was waving on the train platform
Crying 'cause I know I'm never comin' back.
 

This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put love first
It's something that we'd die for, It's a curse
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it
 
This is what makes us girls
We don't stick together 'cause we put love first
Don't cry about him, don't cry about him
It's all gonna happen

So I did it :)
I finished my first year of university!!
 
And what a year it was. Seriously this has been one of the best years of my life, so many amazing new friends that mean the world to me and whom I have already shared some incredible memories with!!! I would not have changed anything, absolutely no regrets!!
 
However … as expected we did party until the early hours of last night and yes we did get quite tipsy to say the least ;) And yes I did wake up in my boyfriends (…single…) bed feeling quite awful and sorry for myself… and the bus trip home made it worse. However I did see some others that were at the party
 
(conversation on the bus)
Maddy: Walk of shame hey
Me: haha yeah
(thoughts in my head)
You know what... No there is nothing shameful about the way we managed to party on a Tuesday night after completing our first year of uni. In fact we partied the way anyone should on a Tuesday night if they were in the same situation.
 
And yes I did still feel this way as I lay on the shower floor in the foetal position and then spent the rest of the day watching ‘10 things I hate about you’, ‘Wall.e’ and ‘she’s just not that into you’. Hahaha but last night had to be done, right :)
 
On a sadder note Wally (the boy) is leaving on Monday for 3 months and even though we have only been together for two months I am still going to miss him like crazy ... eh … however the amazing boy has planned to fly me up there for a few weeks in January which I am supper excited about :D But it’s not just that he is leaving … Almost all my friends are leaving too … and those that are staying on this island are at least a 45 min drive away (… I really need to get my licence), so I can see that the next three months may be quite lonely … humph
 
Anyways that’s me and my life up to date :)
 
Peace and love xx

Loving this song right now :) <3
 
Black Heart - Stooshe
 
Don’t like it when you break me honey
Why’d you have to do that?
Tell me when you make these tears keep fallin’
Do you feel like a man?

Figure figure, there’s no working you out whatsoever
Only one way I could sum you up all together
You got a black heart

Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster
Somehow he’s scaring me to death
Ah yes he is
He’s big and he’s bad
I love him like mad
Mamma he’s the best I ever had
Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster
He got a black heart

No walls to build around me honey
Cause you blew my house down
Sticks and stones won’t put it back up for me
And that’s where we’re at now

Ahh, sicker sicker, I ain’t feeling your mouth whatsoever
A name it hurts me more the way from around but whatever
You’ve got a black heart
Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster
Somehow he’s scaring me to death
Yeah!
He’s big and he’s bad
I love him like mad
Mamma he’s the best I ever had
Oh.. Yes he is

Daddy I’ve fallen for a monster
He got a black heart

He got a black heart
He got such a dirty black heart in him
Ain’t it girls (yeah)
I love him like mad
Ohh yes I do
He got a black heart